

  <div><strong>Same Day. Astral Projection.</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I'm still trying as usual. I've got a new book that basically says the same as others, except if you do it when you're falling asleep you'll go into the hypnogogic period, then wake up in the body of light. My sleeping patterns have been out of whack. I sign on on Monday, so I'll be sleeping normally Tuesday night/Wednesday morning and I'll start trying then.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Geoff's friend came back from the States and couldn't find the tape. So in the dream Mum went off and didn't come back, then I realised I was free. So hopefully it means I'll do it without it (Dream Walker 13)</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Sunday 28th October 1990</strong></div>
  <div>Mood OK 5.1 &nbsp; Vividness 4.8</div>
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  <div><strong>Hospital 19</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I was in hospital and I saw a nurse chucking a chemical down the sink. Another nurse came in and shouted at her because she wasn't supposed to.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Then I was at school with other kids and I didn't like the ?system, so I told them to start a revolution. I was naked so I told them to wait while I put some clothes on, even though I wasn't embarrassed.</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>Interpretation. Hospital 19.</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I think it just goes back to me rebelling at school I had to stay in hospital once and when I got out I was never the same. Me being naked shows it felt natural for me at the time.</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Tuesday 30th October 1990</strong></div>
  <div>Mood OK 4.7 &nbsp; Vividness 3.7</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>Little Aliens 20.</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I was in the garage and there were all sorts of little lights around me. I realised they were UFO's and they didn't necessarily have to be big to be aliens.</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>Interpretation Little Aliens 20</strong></div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Wednesday 31st October 1990 (Halloween!)</strong></div>
  <div>Mood OK 5.1 &nbsp; Vividness 5.6</div>
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  <div><strong>In Charge 21</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I pricked myself with a needle and wondered if I'd caught aids.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Then I was a director making a film. I was supposed to know what I was doing and everyone assumed I did, but I was supposed to plug in some leads, and I didn't know where they went.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Then in the same place I was suddenly a trainee doctor and I had to give an injection. I went to get the drugs which was a bottle of ear drops and the man charged me ten pounds. I was really mad. Then when I paid the ten pounds, I was at home and the money ?had placed a a bet for me. I looked at my betting slip and the horses name was Pay Toll, it was four to one and I thought I may pay in twenty pounds (somehow).</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>Interpretation In Charge 21</strong></div>
  <br>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Making the film is life in general, my own ?time. People expect me to know what to do when I don't. The doctor is responsibility, and the injection of drugs is paying something I don't want to. Pay toll means poll tax. The slip means it (for some reason) was better paid.</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>Same Day. Astral Projection.</strong></div>
  <br>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I've had trouble with my sleeping pattern again but I think I'm OK now. I'll try my sleep idea hopefully from tonight.</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Monday November 5th 1990 (fireworks night).</strong></div>
  <div>Mood OK 5.3 &nbsp; Vividness 7.8</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>Away from School 22</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I was back at Mum's house and I said hallo to Brian. They both went out and I walked around. I looked in the fridge and there was lots of food there but it wasn't for me. It was in plastic bags ready for a party. Then I went outside into the dark. It slid downhill and bumped into a car but it didn't damage it. I had to push it up. The handbrake didn't work.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Then I was back at school in the gym. I was running round. I sat with Christopher, then John McCork, Harvey Wigfall sat opposite us. He gave John a piece of paper with ?Schiller bow in it and The Schiller was a bundle of money, they used it instead of currency. It was illegal. Me and Harvey left and I told him about the time a girl wanted me and I said no. As I left the doorway, I looked in a catalogue that contained products, tapes and the likes, to help you lucid dream. We went out and met Carl Brant. He was working as a traffic warden and I was surprised. They asked me if I wanted to hang about with them I hesitated because I had bought some books to work on my own book that I'm writing, but I did. We went and sat in the park, and Harvey used the Schiller note to buy us all a hamburger.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Then I woke up and wrote my dream down, then I woke up for real and really wrote it down.</div>
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  <div><strong>Interpretation Away From School 22</strong></div>
  <br>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">The bit at Mum's house shows her energy was directed to other people because the food wasn't for me. The car going back and crashing shows a nervous breakdown and me slowly ?clawing my way back.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Being at school probably shows just that and the counterfeit money probably shows I felt cheated of the time I was there. I told him about the girl which I spurned, which is true and it was as I was leaving reading a catalogue of the occult/lucid dreaming meaning I chose mystical experience instead of the girl. My surprise at Carl probably meant surprise at how wasted and dead most of the people I was at school with seem to me now. We hung about and Harvey bought hamburgers with the counterfeit money I got when at school, meaning things I missed out on at school pays dividends. I then had a false awakening, showing mystical experience.</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Tuesday November 6th 1990</strong></div>
  <div>Mood OK 5.2 &nbsp; Vividness 6.1</div>
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  <div><strong>Fishing 23</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I was walking along a beach and I got into the water. My friends enclosed a net around me. I got some frogs spawn and dropped it in the water. There were big fish and little fish. The little fish came up for the bait and I put them in a separate tank.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Before this I was at school and a girl wanted me but I didn't want her to see me because I was unshaven. I looked on the blackboard and it was covered with figures called Ballistic voodoo. My friend told me there was 72 figures/squares, one for each tarot card.</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>Interpretation - Fishing 23</strong></div>
  <br>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">The fish bit means acquiring something because I was glad when I caught them.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">The bit in school is the same girl as yesterday. I see her sometimes but hid because I look so weird. This is what happened here. I looked at the board and my interest was again in Kabbalistic things.</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Wednesday November 7th 1990</strong></div>
  <div>Mood: OK 5.2 &nbsp; Vividness 8.8</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>LUCID DREAM</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I first DREAMT I woke up and heard someone downstairs in the kitchen. Then I realised I was dreaming. I sat up and thought I was awake, then I thought this was a false awakening. I sat up again, then again, then realised I was still dreaming. I rose in the air and landed by the door. Then I rose again back in my body, very good.</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Friday 9th November 1990.</strong></div>
  <div>Mood OK 5.1 &nbsp; Vividness 4.9</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>[unreadable] 25</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I was standing at a bus stop and the police arrested someone. They took me as well accidentally and as they drove off I was made to stick my arm out of the window.</div>
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  <div><strong>Interpretation 25 Arrested</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Repeat of something I saw on television.</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Saturday 10th November 1990</strong></div>
  <div>Mood 5.3 &nbsp; Vividness 5.0</div>
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  <div><strong>Fireworks 26</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I was on a beach and there was a shark in the water. I went up on a massive pier/jetty that went about a mile out in the water and two hundred feet in the air. When I got to the end I jumped in and swam back.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I was at home and it was fireworks night. Geoff had all the lights on so I turned them off. Geoff went to a party.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Me and Gary Wearing were out and looking for somewhere to stay. He ?[unreadable] a tent but we didn't stay there.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Then he tried to run away for a joke and I found him. Then we went to watch American football.</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>Interpretation Fireworks 26</strong></div>
  <br>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">The first bit shows going into some kind of danger voluntarily. The second bit shows Geoff gets on my nerves.</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">Don't know about the last bit.</div>
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  <div>Note: Before I went to bed I was in the lounge and I told myself to wake up there, but I fell asleep before I could project properly. I'll have to try again, but soon I must change my sleeping pattern because I'm signing on again.</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Sunday 13th November 1990</strong></div>
  <div>Mood 4.5 &nbsp; Vividness 0.5</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>LUCID DREAM 27</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I can't remember what I dreamt last night but I definitely asked myself if I was dreaming.</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Tuesday 20th November 1990</strong></div>
  <div>Mood OK 5.0 &nbsp; Vividness 3.7</div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I was in school following everybody in a bustle through the corridors. Then I broke away with two others. We went down into a cellar and there I looked in a box. I saw a game that worked, two that didn't and a calculator that didn't have a percentage button. The game that did work had little men that you had to move up a mountain. Then a teacher came in and was mad because I wasn't supposed to be there. They took me to the headmaster, and he was drawing out a certificate for something when his pen blotted all over it and he screwed it up.</div>
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  <div><strong>Interpretation Paperback writer 28</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">The school bit shows ordinary life. I go the the cellar means at the moment I've broken away and am writing a book to let people better themselves, hence the game where people go up. I'm using Geoff's calculator to add up the words and it doesn't have a percentage key. The headmaster is probably a publisher. If I get a letter of acceptance I'm going to put it in some kind of scrap book and I don't know what the blot means.</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: Thursday 22nd November 1990</strong></div>
  <div>Mood 4.3 &nbsp; Vividness 7.2</div>
  <br>
  <div><strong>?Sumo Girls ?29</strong></div>
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  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">I was at home and Geoff's friend tipped a load of rubbish onto the floor and said he was an art student and he had to sort something out of all the rubbish. Geoff + him left after telling me to do it for him. I went outside and walked downtown. As I was near Nostaligia (a shop) I saw a man tell his daughter he said to come here to look at the cemetery and he was going to show her now. When I got near the occult shop I saw Kevin Richards and Niel 'o' Dell (school friends). I asked if they were on drugs because I was a doctor and they told me they were just drunk. We then all decided to spend the day together. We went in a shop that was called Japanese Girl track sumo wrestling or something. We went in and all paid three pounds for tickets. Niel got one green one and me and Kevin got two black ones. We went in and there was a sofa with three/four girls on. One laughed and looked embarrassed. She said to the sumo track bit was a cover and it really meant we'd paid to make love on the tracks. Outside was a railway. Neil looked out, turned and said,</div>
  <div style="text-indent: 2em;">"Oh Shit, there's another one out here painting the track green!" I laughed and when I woke up I was still laughing.</div>

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  <div><strong>Date: 4th December 1990</strong></div>
  <div>Mood OK 4.6 &nbsp; Vividness 5.4</div>
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  <div><strong>Ice cream 30</strong></div>

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