Date: Friday 11th August 1989 time 7 hours 32 minutes mood pad 2.2 vividness 8.0 

I was in the army and a sergeant major went mad at me and I told him I was going to go camping in South Africa. Then I saw a massive black plane coming toward me. The room I was in turned into a control room. A woman hid my [unreadable] I picked up a rocket launcher but a man stopped me. Then a black nurse said with all the money the defence cost they could have vaccinated lots of children. Then I saw my friend and we went to town. We saw some soldiers in an ice cream van and we told them we were cadets. I tried to shoot a pigeon but missed.

Date: Monday 14th August 1989 time and readable mood bad 3.9 vividness 6.6 

I was at home and a girl came and gave me some matches that were pink candles. Then this boy called for me and my boots made a mess on the carpet. Then we went out and he collapsed. 

Date: Thursday 17th August 1989 time 8 hours 1 minute mood bad 3.3 vividness 6.6

I was moving house and in a taxi outside my dead uncle asked for a photograph I had in my pocket. Then I read a newspaper. 

Date:  Friday 18th August 1989 time 10 hours 10 minutes moved by 3.3 vividness 8.1 

I was in the cinema and I picked meat (steak) and ice from a glass on the floor. 

    Then I went to a library and help the boys steal I kind of special stamp collection but we got cool and I have this man make this art thing which was in the shape of a circle with parallel forks. 

    Then I saw a doctor tell another doctor he was going to deliver a baby with asthma and he wanted to let the parents know. 

    Then I saw a teacher resign, I looked up and saw a church steeple with a clock on it that said six'o'clock.

    Then I went shopping at the local shop and me and this boy and girl all went out to a concert. We went home and a boy asked me if he could borrow a book of mine and I said no. 

    I was in a concert singing to the audience. 

    

Date code on Saturday 19th August 1989 time 7 hours mood 2.9 vividness 6.1 

I was climbing around inside a warehouse looking for a jacket or blazer. Then I saw a comedian. Then I found a broken alarm clock with the price tag 7.99 on it. It was playing on the radio. I went out and walked opposite the traffic and then a wildcat attacked me but I got free.

Date code on Sunday 20th August 1989 time 8 hours 12 minutes mood low 2.6 vividness 7.4 

I was leaving by the sea and I saw someone drowning in a storm so I used a windsurfer to try and save them. 

    Then I saw a barmaid wearing lace. 

    I was in bed and I saw a cheque on the floor.

    

That's cool on Thursday 31st August 1989 time 8 hours 27 minutes mood bad 1.9 vividness 7.3 

I was in the library and I got a book by Robert Louis Stevenson. 

    Then I saw a boy who said his mother had died and he wanted to kill himself. He told me to look after his dogs. 

    I had rotten teeth so I brushed off the rot. 

    Date: Friday 1st September 1989 mood bag 1.7 vividness 5.4 

    

I was in a park as a policeman and some gangsters dressed up as policeman and locked us up. One policeman thought it was too much and hung himself. I pushed open a window and climbed out. One of the gangsters attacked me but I won. 

[So now there's a series of interest which is called first of all PSI exercise and a city with concentration average far slow I can't remember what I was doing but it's some kind of psychic experiment I was recording or training perhaps I forget] 

Date going on the Sunday 24th September 1989 mood bad 1.9 the vividness 4.3 

I was in the shop and diluted spices, jade and I bought some gold. 

Date: Tuesday 26th September 1989 time 9 hours 12 minutes mood bad 1.8 vividness 6.8 

I was listening to a song on the radio but someone stopped it and told me it was banned. I looked in the sky and the clouds were in the shape of a bottle. 

    Mom was ironing and I told her to look in my bedroom but she didn't dare because there was magic there. 

    Then I saw some people gambling and someone trying to cheat.

    

Date code on that Thursday 5th October 1989 mood bad 1.8 vividness 5.0 

I received an embarrassing letter. 

    I was on a boat going down the river and I picked things off the riverbed, they were a silver ashtray and a plate. 

    

Dates: Friday 20th October 1989 mood bad 2.0 vividness 6.4 

I was in a train station and I bought a ticket to coventry. I went to the wrong way but eventually got on the train at. It was really crowded but I found a seat. I got out by these fields and ate some chocolate. There were tree stumps and piles of cut wood around me. I saw Mum. 

Date to call on Saturday 21st October 1989 nude bad 1.9 vividness 5.8 

I got given a banjo/guitar. I was overlooking a big lake with televisions on it the middle of television had me on it. 

[Note: there are more records here of psychic training and breathing exercises etc] 

Psychic experiences – strange green flashes all around me last night in the bedroom. 

Date code on Thursday October 26th 1989 mood 1.8 vividness 6.6

Date code on Friday October 27th 1989 mood 1.9 vividness 6.9 

I was in the motorbike race. Then I went to the shops and bought an account magazine. I was on a boat. And came to learn the time but ball bearings were missing.

Dates: Friday October 27th 1989 mood 1.9 vividness 7.1 

It was my birthday and my niece bought me a present and I started to go mad. I had a drink made out of some flowers and went to bed. 

Question/  if I go to the London fair on Saturday after the will I get cramp? 

[Note: I asked this question of various articles including Dominos, numerology, tea leaves, tarot and geomancy. There are two hexagrams for the I Ching, 60 and 38] 

[There's an undated dream here that Mum gave me some antidepressants]

[There's another full pages here if me asking the same question repeatedly to various oracles will I get cramp but if I go to London and I think it shows  my health problems manifesting even back then]

Date to: Friday 10th November 1989 mood bad 1.9 the vividness 5.4 

My tooth fell out. 

    I was at Mum's house and she was in debt so I left and went to live as a fortune teller. Then a man gave me a walking stick. 

    

Question/ shall I go to London tomorrow and what will happen? 

Date: Saturday 11th November 1989 mood fat bad 1.8 vividness 7.7

I had a row with Ann and walked over her sweets/candy. Then I met this woman. I hated her at first, but we had such a laugh I ended up crying with joy. Then I went driving with Darren and had a crash. Then I went shopping and met a rasta. Than I had a fight, but he helped me. Then I went home and Ann had scratches down her arm in the shape of squares/a grid. 

Date: Sunday 12th November 1989 Mood bad 1.0 Vividness 7.1

I was in a market and I burnt something and admitted it.

    Then I was at school running up some steps, but I saw a teacher so I ran down again. 

    Then I was a spy. My friend was shot so I took him to the mortory, or abattoir, I can't remember which and he was a corpse. 

    

Date: Tuesday 14th November 1989 Mood bad 1.9 Vividness 7.4

Q/ what will happen when I open the pryamid?

I saw a burger in my garden who was a sitch. So I ran after her but she got away. When I got out in the alley I saw dead black cats everywhere. I went in and an old woman was there. I was bored. Then a woman came round with a mug book with photos of criminals sand I told her all I knew. 

Q/ (same)

A/ I Ching 46-30 39-17

Q/ Shall I go with Darren?

Date: Wednesday 15th November 1989 Mood 1.9 Vividness 2.1

I saw a girl in a swing in a tenet. I spoke in a cockney accent. 

Date: Thursday 16th November 1989 Mood 1.9 Vividness 2.1

I was looking after hundreds of rabbits, then I saw a much.

[Note: there is a handdrawn horoscope inserted here; I had taught myself how to calculate this.]

Q/ Should I go away with Darren?

A/ I Ching 37-14

Date: Saturday 18th 1989 Mood badish 1.9 Vividness 7.8

Me and my friends were going out, but they changed their minds at the last minute. Then I had a play fight with Darren but accidentally knocked some acid over his face and his head turned into a fishes head. I also accidentally shot another boy. Then they went away and a girl came and told me it was OK; they'd had plastic surgery and now they looked normal again. Then I went to the bathroom and put on a big tie. 

Date: Sunday 19th November 1989 Mood bad 1.6  Vividness [unstated]

I was on holiday in the hotel at night. I went to the toilet with a red and green torch. It was Halloween. My family were playing cards. 

    Next day they played ping-pong and the balls were stuck on the roof, so I picked them off. 

    I was in town in a very busy market and I saw a friend who dropped chewing gum all over a towel, so he had to pay for it. Then I saw a display put out by the cinema showing how many tickets had been sold it said groups of 10 5 1, then I woke up. 

    

Q/ what will happen in the next week?

Date: Saturday 25th November 1989 Mood bad 2.0 Vividness 3.3.

My friends were in my bedroom and I was in Geoff's bedroom and I saw two white horses run past and then there was a slight bump between a car and a police car and it chased it. 

I was in an airport and a man said he wanted to go to Peru and he heard it was ?anInka? ?Africa? So could I tell him where the phone was?

Date: Friday 8th December 1989 Mood bad 2.2Vividness 7.3

I saw a banana get justice (?bananaman!)

    I was trying to climb some stairs and there were ducks everywhere. The stairs led to a bridge which stopped short of crossing it. On one of the steps there was a nest with ducklings in it. A woman came to me to remark on how nice they were. 

    Then I was at home and had a massive glass of coke. 

    

Date: Saturday 9th December 1989. Mood bad 2.3 Vividness 7.7

I was in a shop and I picked up a leaflet about a castle in the black forest and I decided to go there. The shop was fairly empty and I went past lots of snooker tables. I picked a pink ball and it had fallen in half. I went upstairs and I was back at school. There was a girl limping. We told her friend she'd hurt her heel and her name was Girl and Bobby and if she cares about her future she will have to change. 

Q/ Shall I do the planned ritual?

Date: Monday 11th December 1989 Mood low 2.0 Vividness 3.1

I hung a bell from my belt. 

Date: Wednesday 13th December 1989 Mood bad 1.2 Vividness 5.8

Me and my friend were counting out loud, we got to 110.

    My other friend told me he saw a magician/conjourer in a pub and everything went wrong and it was really funny. Then on the TV I saw the planet Venus. 

    

[Note: another hand drawn horoscope appears here and other notes about astrology, also a lot of calculations, I was beginning to use predictive astrology in my life, something I've kept up].

Date: Thursday 14th December 1989 Mood bad 2.0 Vividness ?6.6

Geoff bought some videos and tapes up from [unreadable] but they were the wrong ones. 

    A friend had been offended by a shop assistant so I went and put on a Beatles for Sale tape and his a knife in my pocket.

    I was at a riends house and people kept coming to the door but we ignored them, then the postman came and put through a parcel of red book. 

    I dreamt I could touch my toes. 