Front cover description it's a sky blue book with gold pen bordering top left and right is a Venus and my symbol through the word bookish of Shadows in the center with pentacle of this gold there is a sensible a tai chi and immune symbol and then the word vol 2 and then at pentacle iron for us and the crucifix an ank historic day with enniscorrod then to left to right the planets are listed and then there's a combined Mars Venus symbol and some anokan writing below this. Below this is it called band decorated and it says do not open the book of shadows with a red pentacle on top the gold. 

On the inside cover to the left dividual pentagram it says: The falcon flew east, the falcon flew west,
The falcon flew up and over the forest,
She flew up and she flew down,
She flew over an orchard brown,
In that orchard there stands a hall,
Covered all over with purple and pall,
In that hall there lies a bed,
Covered all over with purple and red,
On that bed there lies a knight,
His wounds bleeding by day and by night,
From his wounds one half is water,
The other half blood,
At the bed's foot there lies a hound,
Lapping the blood as it daily runs down,
A maiden sits beside the bed,
Sewing upon a silver thread,
At the bed's head there stands a stone,
Corpus Christi written thereon,
By the bed's head there flowers are thorned,
That never so blossomed since Adam was born,
Corpus Christi Carol, that hath borne
My male away.

Below this is a tai chi symbol with the word taichi on the right inside cover there are some fake Chinese characters and the word book of Shadows in italics.

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Note: the book begins with me asking questions and then I write down some interpretations which I was copying from a book I will not include the interpretations and the basis they would mean simply copying somebody else's writing. 

Q/ will I get the dream tonight? 
A/ I Ching static 26

Q / is it worth trying my television idea? 
A/ I ching static 61 

Idea: I could write something for television, then hire a video camera and shoot it and send it to channel 4. Also I could try and draw horse winners to either go abroad or stay in London .

Q/ would it be ok to use dreams on horse races with the view to a holiday. 
A/ I Ching static 14.

Date: Saturday 8th July 1989 
Time: 8 hours 25 minutes. Mood OK 4.7 vividness 7.1

I was on stage playing guitar in singing to children.
    I showed Geoff a magazine of flats from a state agents. I told him I was thinking of buying one and he said I'd never afford it. Then I went to the bookies and I put loads of money on and won thousands. I looked in the magazine and saw something to do with 2%.
    
[Note: this is interpreted here using various books, dream interpretations symbols numerology and even palmistry.]

Sunday 9th July 1989 
Time: 10 hours 2 minutes. Mood okay-ish 4.4 vividness 6.4

I was in the kitchen when I felt a presence.
    Then I was in an office working.
    Then I dreamt I was drawing a cartoon. Then I saw a king. Then I saw a man outside with some bees which were stolen for, I think I stole them. 
    
Oops! I just remembered another dream (? Same day) 
    I was at Ann's house and I got a letter about my book or something, from a publishing house. It was thick as though it had a contract in it.
    
Q / should I buy a flight and if so should I ask Darren to live with me. 
A/ I Ching static 12 

Monday 10th July 1989. Time 7 hours 25 minutes. Mood, not bad for stop the vividness 3.3.

I was in the bank and this girl walked in and the cashier's quickly hit the money before stop then we walked out under the [unreadable, possibly spiraling] bridge and we got a railway that had no trains on. The rails held things up with electricity or magnetism or something for stop the girl urged me on but the power through me off course and I fell into a lagoon. 
    Second attempt I made it. The girl made me take a firework with a nuclear flare. 
    Then I was in my bedroom reading a book of poetry. Then I read a green clear plastic plaque dedicated to a man from the 23rd century I sold it to a boy for a pound.
    Then I was singing I really powerful song on a piano and I started crying.
    Then I was in Euston station trying to buy some food with an access card but I spoke my name wrong so the man wouldn't accept it.
    Then I was walking home from school and I had to make a detour.
    Then Mum made a model castle and covered it with a green cloth. Ann trying to help but did it wrong so I shouted at her and she started crying. Then I did some magic.
    Geoff and came round and asked me for his belt back. 
    
Wednesday 12th July 1989 time 8 hours 39 minutes mood bad 2.2 vividness 3.1

I was walking along with a sombrero hat on and a donkey and I got run over.
    Then I saw Mrs Thatcher crying. She took off her clothes and I realized she was a transvestite. 
    
Friday 14th July 1989 time 14 hours 23 minutes mood okish 3.9 vividness 9.2 

I was lying on the sofa and suddenly my soul flew out my body (which was left behind). I was flying so fast I felt wind rushing past my face. I came to stop over a field then I woke up. (Extremely real). 

Saturday 15th July 1989. Time 8 hours 53 minutes moved okay-ish 2.9 vividness 2.2 

I was in the massive skyscraping building. I saw some kids with his teacher pressing different buttons. 

Sunday the 16th of July 1999 time four hours 26 minutes mood okish 4.1 vividness 2.4

I was playing strip poker. Then I was looking at a film of a church, graveyard and the camera ( the film was photographic negative with 1982 as the production year). [It might be 1902]

Q / Should I finish my novel and make a go of it? 
A) I Ching 22

Monday 17th July 1989 time 9 hours 17 minutes mood okish at 3.9 vividness 7.9

I drove all the way to Birmingham and then didn't have enough petrol to get home.
    I was walking along a car park listening to a couple rowing. The woman was complaining that she was too old for stop we all got in their code full of old people, I sat next to an old woman. Then a man started a fire and an ambulance turned up and took us away. We went through the countryside and there were barriers keeping us out, that we just smashed through them.
    Then I was dropped off at the entrance to elaborate underground tunnels. Outside there was a grey cat that I knew was a god. I tried to cover it with a grey piece of cloth, but the cloth had an eye space cut out and turned into a cloak. A dog helped me get past it. First I came to a man drinking whiskey. He attacked me but I used karate to beat him for stop then a girl joined me. Then we came to a tunnel with an orchard in which was full of [unreadable, could be bees]. I took a detour but soon got back on route. In the end I got out the labyrinth and won a prize. 
    
Date: Friday 21st July 1989 time nine hours eight minutes moved bad 2.6 vividness 7.3

I was watching TV when I had my name announced and realized I'd won an art competition the results were read out by a well-known artist who commented my work and invited me to stay in her mansion she said she's in the car and we could step off in Aberdeen.
    Then I wasn't Anne's house and I had a bell made out of pottery/clay.
    Then I was driving along in this mini car with the girl we've been taking video film. Inside a house I saw my sister and asked her if she knew what setsuko is and she said a biscuit filled with liquid. 
    
Date: Saturday 22nd July 1999 times 7 hours 15 minutes mood okayish 4.2 vividness 7.3

I met an Oriental friend and took her home she sat in the lounge and mum went mad, I asked if I wasn't allowed friends. Then I went shopping while she watched TV at the shops I went in an arcade and saw a boy I used to know who emigrated to Japan. We played a game of electronic cards, then I got the shopping and went home. The shopping was so heavy that I had to keep putting it down. Suddenly I felt angry because I knew Brian would be home and was probably shouting at her. 

Date: Sunday 23rd July 1989 times 6 hours 25 minutes mood okayish 4.4 vividness 4.9

I was in the supermarket and Ann bought some special reduced biscuits at a bargain price.

State: Monday 24th July in 1989 time 7 hours 43 minutes mood okay ish 4.1 vividness 4.9

There was a bee in the bedroom and it was frightening me.
    Then I was going up some stairs in a hotel in London.
    Then I was at home and I left secret photograph on a radiator and Anne looked at it. I went upstairs and was angry and shouted. Brian came upstairs and went for me but I used Mum as a shield and he beat her up and raped her. Then I saw a diamond time crystal lying on the bed. 
    
Date: Tuesday 25th July 1989 times 7 hours 25 minutes mood bad 3.3 vividness 8.4

I saw a woman go to the police and say she'd been attacked by a gorilla.
    I had an electronic keyboard and I told it what to play it would play it. Then I opened it up and found a silver cat (big cat) or leopard and it was inside. 
    Then I was in the lounge and I pulled a cat's tail off and I wrapped it in a blanket and gave me some bread to eat. [Sic]
    Then I was by a railway bridge and I had to go miles across tracks trying to get out. There were ladders up the bridge and they were too high or not high enough. Then I stopped walking. I was totally alone feeling peaceful and excited. On my left it was a pile of sand and on my right was a clear, slow moving river. Then I saw some things go by, a big glass bottle, a glass cross, a glass crystal, a glass sword, and a black scarf.
    Then I made a white candle and knit it at home. And came down shouted because she thought I'd burn something, so I showed her the candle and she was okay. 
    
Gate: Wednesday 26th July 1989 mood occasion 3.9 vividness 3.9 time 8.20 am

I was looking in the occult shop window and I saw a sword common clock, radio and lots of necklaces hanging up with Celtic helmets on (miniature, egg shaped with horns) 2: 30 

Date: Thursday 27th July 1989 mood ok you should 4.0 vividness 5.8 time 5 hours [unreadable]

I'd been arrested for doing a secret water ritual and I thought myself interviewed on the news on TV.
    Then I was in the shop and I bought a piece of wood with numbers on one side and an alphabet on the other. I also saw a woman buying pencils. Then I saw a woman buying pencils. [Sic]. I went to pay and found a five pound note so I gave it to charity. 
    
Date: Friday 28th July 1989 time 8 hours 13 minutes mood okish 4.8 vividness 3.3 

I was in the garden looking at three white flowers placed in the triangle (tulips). 

Time: 1.10 a.m   Thought

I feel absolutely awful, it's come from nowhere. A deep set depression which darkens my thoughts. I want to kill myself but to do so I'd need to be drunk and there's only one bottle of champagne in the cupboard and it wouldn't be enough to give me the guts to take my own life. A friend came round about a week ago and took about 20 headache pills in front of me for a joke and he was fine so I think if I did it I'd use a razor on my wrists. But the thought of each drip falling to the floor, my life ebbing away with each plink, terrifies me. I want to disappear, I want to be gone, I don't want to exist, but I'm alone. Who wants to be alone when they die? I don't want silence eating away in my existence as I cease to be.
    I have a vision of hell. I kill myself but everything goes black, then I wake up and I'm a baby. Back in the same cold world. There's no escape from this stupidity of people. I know that even if good things happen around me I'll still feel bad because of a general dissatisfaction, what's the point in anything if I'll always feel bad. I'm 100% sure that if I had more drink here I'd end my life now. Reflection, a mirror becomes a razor when it's broken. I'd feel better if I had something specific to feel about about, but I don't. I hate the red girl even when I'm ignoring her. The hate is for me but the love is for god. She thinks her lies hide everything but I can see it all. She lives in the dream, basing life on appearance, but  karma will teach her. She's probably smiling now for her painful hatred but my hurt will show to the lord and he will allow me to repay her kind while he anoints my head. Bless the red girl, blessed the red girl, for in doing this I love her and this pleases the lord, and her life amounts to nothing except a momentary happiness in all things, one day she'll see this but it will be too late, refusing to repent in the pits of hell.
    God be with me. (She'll never know him).

I was in an old vintage car with mum driving through the dead of night in the forest. We broke down. I got out then looked down a valley and saw the lights at the town. Suddenly another car came in the opposite driver [sic] and it veered off the road illuminating a line of trees. I went back to our car and I saw two Nazi Germany soldiers having a candlelit dinner.

Date: Sunday 30th July 1999 time 4 hours 55 minutes mood bad 3.8 vividness 7.3

I was in my bedroom and I took an overdose of pills and I died and saw two bright golden lights of heaven.
    Then I was in the shop and I asked an assistant for a pencil for my daughter. She gave me a multicolored biro but it was leaking so I gave a back and she got mad and told me I broken it on purpose.
    Then I was in the supermarket and I was sharing a trolley with a woman and she got mad and tipped the contents all over the floor. I started shouting and smashed a box of eggs on the floor. 
    
Date: Tuesday 1st August 1989 time 8 hours 27 minutes mood bad 3.9 vividness 7.8 

I made a song and became famous dog then I went to a shop and my friend burped (?tobacco shop). Reporter asked for an interview. I took a vow of silence and ?saved a deaf boys life and a dog's life. Then I have to man clean the lounge Hoover and video. Then I watered a geranium.
    
Date: Friday 4th August 1989 time 9 hours 3 minutes mood bad 2.8 vividness 7.3 

I came home from the shop with a hacksaw and I used it to enter a crashed plane I came across. I went in singing and a man told me he was my new flatmate and I knocked off lots of ornaments off the shelf. Then there was someone in the kitchen cooking it. Then a boy said he was doing the same exams as me and that I've missed some but that I could easily catch up. I asked him what the price was and he showed me a badge with two planes on. Then someone chucked water into my cooking fat and I went mad and broke a plate. 

Date Conan Monday 7th August 1989 time five hours ten minutes mood bad 1.9 vividness 6.8

I was walking along a strip of marble with all the years I've been alive (1971- 1989) carved in gold. 

Date: Tuesday 8th August 1989 time 7 hours 23 minutes mood bad 2.2 vividness 7.5 

I was in the Japanese school and I stood up and saw I wanted to sit with a particular person so I called their name but three people had that name, so I had to pick one. I then got expelled because I had a forged passport. When I got home there were rubbish bags all over the lawn with a tramp running off with a bottle. There was that bag which school had sent on with my keys inside. 

Date Thursday 10th August 1989 time eight hours two minutes mood bad 3.3 vividness 7.4

I was Irish and in Ireland and I got lost and I had this blind man with me and we came to a river and he jumped in to get to the other side but I wouldn't go so he came back and I saw a complete set of China on the floor. Then I met this woman who invited us to her house and I told her I was a Protestant. I went to bed and on my bedside table I saw a kind of clock with timer which vibrated, it had a picture of Nostradamus on it and inside I could see staples. 
